A Cluttered Mind

At 24 I feel I haven't lived much of my life. Here I am back where I started and have gained lessons but achieved nothing I've wanted to achieve. I begin to wonder if the people I've shut out are the ones I always should have let in. I've noticed how I've allowed hypocrisy to seep into myself and change how I treat and react towards people. Over time I've become things that I never wanted to be and so I am using this reversal of my life as a step to become better than I ever have been. I want to live a life I love and do everything I've ever set out to do. I'm beginning a long spiritual journey but I know that everything will be worth it.